I try.. I fucking..try. and what do i get? bull shit.. i try and be nice respectable, shit does work, bite my tongue, doesnt work either or the things i should have said i don't. or i say things at the wrong time that i probally should have said before.. so now i'm thinking maybe..i just speak when spoken to so if you not talking to to me, i not gonna say anything, to save me stress or regret, im over dramatic, jealous, negative... only when people do not talk to me. it very simple.. open you mouth and speak..if u text nines times out of ten i wont respond not that i dont like you(maybe i dont lol) but because texting is for punk ass bitches..
and in dating one now sort of speak all he does is text and im not digging it, i must be crazy or something because i dont like when people have an opposing opinion,
including the constant postion i put myself in.. so to aviod and other distrubances...i'm just not gonna talk..unless asked are called to.. because it doesnt get me anywhere, especially with that guy.. all i wanna do is talk to you and you get mad because i want to? i dont understand.. am i really that bad? i dont even do anything...
